This is my life:

M-F = work
time:
12:30 (for the lesson plans, the pre-shift meeting, and for the Korean lessons)
to 00:30 (just to finish all the comments and save the sound files)

when I arrive home, I listen to a random album, and sleep
then I wake up and prepare for work

Sat-Sun = classes
time:
9:00 to 18:00
which make me realize that the things I studied for the NLE are slowly slipping away from my memory

Day off?
None. Wala. Waay gid. Hanado opsoyo.

And I need time with my family.

I'm not complaining that I'm tired. I'm just saying that I'm tired. There's a difference.

I know we weren't really close, but just being a part of your life is enough for me. I am so happy that I saw you this year, that I got to say "I love you" when you can still see me, hear me, and feel me. You were a blessing to everyone you met and knew. I don't have to tell the world how wonderful you were because those who knew you already realized that, and those who didn't know you will just feel sorry for themselves. :)

I never thanked you for giving me my mama, so let me do this now.
Thank you for my mama, She may not be perfect, but she's still the best for me. She is very sad right now, but it's just that she misses you already. But don't worry about her, okay? We will take care of your Teppen.

I will see you again on Saturday, lola. And on Sunday, we will not say goodbye because we will see each other again. We'll just be there to see you off on the start of your life with God.

I will miss your kisngot, your witty remarks, and that very cute smile you give when you see your apos. You know this already, but I want to say it again: I love you, lola. Salamat gid for just being you.

Ang imo gwapa nga apo,
Tweet/Twing/Tweety

[mood] indescribable
[music] "Northern Downpour" by Panic at the Disco

Finally. Panic at the Disco came here. I still can't believe most of the bands I love had a show in Manila this year (and to think the year hasn't ended yet).

I went to see them at the Podium for their signing last Wednesday. Sadly, that was the closest distance that Ryan Ross and I had. It makes me sad. I waited so long for him them! Hahaha!

I totally loved them live. Even though I was really pissed off because of the effin' bouncers, the night was still one of those nights you would want to replay on your head. Speaking of the bouncers: aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggghhhh!!! I so hate every single one of those bulky men in yellow. They were okay last Click concert. What happened? It was like Martial Law in the Big Dome. No standing in seats. NO staying in the aisles?! ABSURD! I mean come on! Gahd, give us a break! We want to lose ourselves, yet we can't! :( They even told me to turn off my camera! Twice! By different bouncers! They thought it was a videocam! Shame on them!

Anyway. They sang 17 songs, as far as I can recall anyway. I didn't write the songs down during the concert (I mean, how could I? I was dancing and singing away. Haha!), but I looked at their albums when I arrived home and figured which songs they sang. So, if anyone can add to the songs I could remember, please tell me and I'll add it to the list. I can remember that 'We're So Starving' was first, 'Nine in the Afternoon' was second, and that 'Mad As Rabbits' was the last song. Here are the songs they sang in random :

We're So Starving
Nine in the Afternoon
She's a Handsome Woman
That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed)
Northern Downpour
Pas de Cheval
Behind the Sea
Folkin' Around
Mad As Rabbits
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage
Camisado
Time To Dance
But It's Better If You Do
Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
I Write Sins Not Tragedies
There's a Good Reason These Tables are Numbered (Honey You Just Haven't Figured It Out Yet)
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban

I'm more than happy with their set list. I just hope they could've sang 'When The Day Met The Night' and 'She Had The World' and I would've gone to heaven. As expected, the concert was a bit subdued compared to their shows in the US. No acrobats, no dancers, just pure Panic music. Brendon was super. I especially love his 'Time To Dance' solo. And who can forget "I never said I'd leave Manila, I never said I'd leave Philippines"? Two lines: that's all it takes to make everyone go crazy. And Ryan... *melts*. He's my vampire. I own him. Even his speaking voice can melt me into oblivion. Hahaha! He was just so cute. Waving every now and then. Waaaaah.

I really hope they come back here. Even though they sang a LOT of songs last night, I'm craving for more Panic. I planned to see Ryan Ross up close, and I didn't achieve that during their stay here. So they better come back! Demanding? Haha!

I lost my voice -- a sure sign that I enjoyed the night. :)

I'll post low quality videos soon. LOL

Labels: fangirl mode, music, panic at the disco

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